Saturday, March 08, 2003

morning! todae is a rather quiet dae. hmmm, yesterdae, we didnt sms at all. think this might just be a good start. i guess todae will be too. she's at tuition now i think. maybe later she's going to swim, hope she has a fun dae ahead. eh. take care and have a nice life ahead of u ya. u said be frens rte? treat me like a fren k? if u wan to be frens and like ignore me lidat, den forget it ya. think i can take it if u are out of my life, but not if u are in it and ignoring me. u treat ron and other more like frens. i hate u for doing this to me. never mind anyway.i'm tired, heck care liao. i'm not worth ur time thinking abt anything. tkae care ya.

yesterdae i had fun at the session. it wasnt bad, except that i felt ignored, heh. think i give the next session a skip, it shld be better that way. me improving a little again, rather happy. alex was rather haapy too, for the first time in many sessions. he seems more friendly and more willing to ask for my comments and stuff lidat. he just needs opening up i think. me think i'll learn headspins too, yoshi is rilly in spiring. if u wan to see his vid, here.www.angelfire.com/hiphop2/psycker/yoshi.zip. todae i don feel like going out lo, fren ask me to go out play soccer, eh, tired i guess. got work tml. it shld help take somethings of my mind. april 29. hope it comes soon. i think it will make me a changed man. cant wait for my life to change into something better. or meet more guys. male bonding is good. the previous session there was kelvin, the flipper from sr, he's rather friendly and he gave tips, eh, i love friendly pp. there was another malay guy. named shaun i think. he was oso learning flips from kelvin, apparently, he didnt have to. he said he couldnt do this or that, den it ended up he could backflip and back hand spring and wall flip. he can aerial too. funny guy, guess he's just being humble. nice guys, think i turn gay someday, haha. so many nice guys ard. lol, haha. yesterdae was jeremy mom bday too, happy bday to u, jemm mom.

mom pestering me to choose a course liao. my dad seems to wan me to go into electrical engineering, to take over his bussiness, but i like to work things out from start i think. i go look thru the booklet of courses later. thinking of cycling, but lazy. think i slack at home lo.

take care pp. me blog later i think.

wish i'm dead sometimes - bertie.
gilbert at 7:47 PM [comment]

{I hear voices, voices only half as humane as mine..}